Being one of the slow jams in the album, this song brings down the lights and creates a beautiful soundscape for the paradoxical situation of pushing all of the love away for fear of pain.
lyrics
I never claimed to be
Strong
Spent all of my time dreaming
For Nothing
They all
Dissolve
Before me
I escape
So I am not alone
Oh oh oh
My mind bends and breaks
Like skin and bone
Now I am alone
I can’t be real to you
No matter what I do
I am nobody
A shimmer, a shadow, a dream
They all
Dissolve
Before me
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